holy fractured holiday batman!
i have no energy today. why?
because there is a million things to do in the house. isn't that always the case? AND I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT DECEMBER IS HERE! well, thursday it'll be here...but HELL!! when did the year fly by like this?
remember when you were a kid?? it took, like, forever....for the holidays to come. for your birthday to get here. and now it seems as if they all blurr into one huge "HA HA YOU'RE GETTING OLDER & CAN'T AFFORD SHIT" holiday neener-neener-neener. KWIM?
when did holidays become un-fun? cause i know a couple of parents. yeah, sure, we all love the look on our kids faces during the holiday season. when they get to open their gift & their eyes sparkle. but after that, we hate it. its not fun like it used to be.
they make me want to run & curl into a fetal position in the corner of my closet. not fun, i assure you. even you sicko's out there. fetal position is no picnic (especially with my bad back).
so here i am. on the apex of the largest holiday known to man. christmas.
CHRISTMAS! holy jibas!! i'm not ready! my kids don't have NEARLY enough stuff (even though my wonderful DC has kept meticulous records on his nerd program....::SiGH::...yes girls, he's all mine....) and according to that, we have approximately the same number, both in quantity & price....for all 4 kids.
but you NEVER have enough for your kids. you know that.
and i feel bad. there are more cool toys that they want, not that they necessarily deserve (heavens NO!), but that you want to bestow on them, nonetheless. they're all wonderful this time of year, ever notice that??
but hell, they'll get more from me than they will their father. that's for sure. i'm practically done with all my shopping. and the only thing that he's garnered for the kids thus far, is what I bought him the other day (yes....i know....jen, you SAP! but hey....they're my babies!)
so here i am. freaking out, worrying, cleaning (well...not really....my bed is SOOOOO comfy)
is it january yet?
posted by jeni at 9:35 AM
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